Chapter 1 - MY DINNER IN A BOX
My husband made me bring our triplets to his best friend's wedding so everyone could see our happy family.
By dinner, I was feeding all three children alone while a server packed up the meal I hadn't touched.
“Your husband said you'd be leaving early,” she told me.
I looked toward the doors Colin had disappeared through more than an hour earlier. “Did he say where he was going?”
She shook her head. I apologized for the trouble, though I couldn't have said what part of it was mine.
Miles and Celia's wedding was at a vineyard outside Charlottesville. The invitation had said children were welcome, and I'd called twice to confirm that the reception could accommodate three eighteen-month-olds. There would be high chairs, a place to park our stroller, and a quiet room if the music got too loud. Colin had promised we would leave by seven-thirty, around Iris, Leo, and Max's bedtime.
At home, I'd suggested he go without us. One adult could enjoy a wedding. Two adults managing triplets would spend most of it looking for dropped spoons.
“Miles is my oldest friend,” Colin had said. “He wants to see the kids. Besides, people should see us together for once.”
He even asked me to book fifteen minutes of family photographs before the reception. We hadn't had a proper picture of all five of us since the children learned to walk.
At four-fifty that Saturday, Colin stood behind me with his arm around my waist while the photographer counted down from three. Iris pulled at his tie. Leo laughed at the shutter. Max gripped his yellow stuffed duck so hard that its beak bent sideways.
“Beautiful family,” the photographer said.
Colin smiled as though nothing in the world required more effort than that.
Dinner began a little after six. He helped fasten one high-chair strap, checked his phone, and said Miles needed him because there was a problem with the speeches. He kissed the top of Iris's head and promised he'd be back before the first course.
I cut the children's chicken into tiny pieces. Leo dropped his cup. Iris wanted the cup Leo had dropped. Max cried when the band tested a microphone, so I took him into the hallway until he settled. A bridesmaid carried my water glass over when she saw I couldn't reach it. I thanked her and accepted the help.
Colin still hadn't returned.
At 6:43, I texted: Can you come back for ten minutes? I haven't eaten and Max needs changing.
Miles needs me. Please handle dinner, he replied.
I changed Max in the room the venue had set aside, with Iris and Leo safely buckled into the stroller beside me. When I got back, a server was clearing our table. My plate was gone.
That was when she brought me the box.
I told her I was still there and asked if I could sit down to eat. She looked uncomfortable. The kitchen had already cleared our course, but she offered to bring fresh bread and fruit. I said yes. I was hungry enough to be grateful.
At seven-forty, Iris rubbed her eyes until they were red. Max fell asleep against my shoulder. I called Colin twice and sent a photograph of the children in the stroller.
I'm taking them home. You can get a ride with Miles, I wrote.
His answer arrived as I was loading the third car seat: Seriously? Before the toast?
The children were asleep before we reached the highway. I drove with the radio off and my untouched dinner on the passenger seat. I did not cry until I carried the last child inside and saw the dress I'd put on that afternoon reflected in the dark kitchen window. One shoulder had a smear of applesauce. The other smelled of Max's shampoo.
Colin came home after midnight. On Sunday morning, he told me I'd made him look like a man whose wife couldn't stand his friends.
“You left without even finding me,” he said.
“I tried for almost two hours.”
“It was Miles's wedding. You knew I'd be busy.”
I asked why he'd told the server to pack my dinner. Colin said he was trying to be considerate because I'd talked about the children's bedtime. When I reminded him that he'd also told me to stay through the toast, he accused me of twisting a small gesture into an argument.
On Monday afternoon, an email from the wedding photographer appeared while the children were napping. I had paid for the short family session, and she'd promised to send a preview to the email address on my booking form.
The link opened a gallery marked Benton Wedding — Full Preview. I assumed she'd sent too many images by mistake. I was about to close it when I saw Colin in a picture taken near the vineyard's glass conservatory.
He was leaning toward a dark-haired woman in a green dress. His hand rested on her lower back.
I scrolled. There were six photographs taken over the next twenty minutes. In the first, the woman touched his cheek. In the second, Colin slid his wedding ring off and dropped it into his jacket pocket. In the fourth, a group of guests smiled while he stood with his arm around her waist.
The last photograph was time-stamped 6:44 p.m.
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Colin was kissing her.
At 6:43, he'd told me he couldn't come back to help feed our children because Miles needed him.
