Chapter 4 - The Mafia Boss Lost His Empire Protecting the Secretary Everyone Underestimated—But I Refused to Let Him Become a Killer Just to Prove He Loved MeThe first assassin found me before midnight.
He never reached the apartment.
Gabriel’s team intercepted him in the lobby.
The second was arrested near the parking garage.
The third disappeared.
The fourth frightened me most.
Nobody knew who he was.
For forty-eight hours, I lived inside Larkin’s penthouse under guard.
Daniel was in federal custody.
Samuel was being questioned.
Thomas remained hospitalized.
The entire Steves organization was collapsing.
And Larkin?
He was sitting at his kitchen table trying to make pasta.
I stared.
“You don't cook.”
“I can boil water.”
“That remains unproven.”
He looked offended.
“You're very judgmental for someone under protective custody.”
“Your sauce is burning.”
He turned.
“Damn it.”
I laughed.
Actually laughed.
After two days of fear, it felt almost inappropriate.
Larkin looked at me.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“You're laughing.”
“Because you're terrible at this.”
“I've been busy.”
“Running organized crime?”
“Among other things.”
I took the spoon.
“Move.”
He moved.
I fixed the sauce.
For ten minutes, we were simply two people in a kitchen.
No assassins.
No criminal empire.
No murdered fathers.
Then Larkin said:
“I’m leaving.”
I stopped stirring.
“What?”
“Steves Holdings.”
I turned.
“What do you mean?”
“I'm dissolving every illegal operation.”
I stared.
“That's not the same as leaving.”
“I’m resigning as chief executive.”
“Why?”
“Because federal investigators will need cooperation.”
“Larkin—”
“And because my father wanted out.”
He looked at me.
“I kept telling myself I was different because I reduced violence.”
He shook his head.
“I still benefited from fear.”
I said nothing.
“I can't ask you to build anything with me while pretending that doesn't matter.”
My heart stumbled.
“Ask me to build what?”
His eyes held mine.
“Not yet.”
Coward.
But perhaps a wise coward.
He continued.
“The legitimate businesses will go to an independent board.”
“What about your money?”
“Enough is legal.”
“Enough?”
He almost smiled.
“I won't starve.”
“You're annoyingly rich.”
“Yes.”
“What will you do?”
“I don't know.”
That was the first time I had ever heard Larkin Steves admit uncertainty.
It made him more human than any confession of love could have.
Three days later, the fourth assassin revealed himself.
Gabriel.
Or so I thought.
I woke at 2:07 a.m. and found my bedroom door open.
A man stood inside.
Same height as Gabriel.
Same suit.
Then he stepped into moonlight.
Not Gabriel.
His younger brother, Marcus Knox.
I had seen him twice.
Security division.
He raised a suppressed pistol.
“You're difficult to kill.”
I reached beneath my pillow.
Empty.
He smiled.
“Looking for this?”
My small handgun hung from his finger.
“Samuel paid well.”
“Samuel is going to prison.”
“He paid in advance.”
“Then you're risking your life for a man who can't reward you.”
Marcus shrugged.
“Professional pride.”
The bedroom door exploded inward.
Larkin hit him.
They crashed into the wall.
The gun fired.
I screamed.
Marcus struck Larkin across the face.
Larkin tackled him.
The weapon slid toward me.
I grabbed it.
Marcus froze.
“Penelope.”
I pointed it.
My hands shook.
“Move away from him.”
He smiled.
“You won't shoot.”
Larkin looked at me.
Not Marcus.
Me.
“Penelope.”
I breathed.
“Don't tell me what to do.”
“I wasn't going to.”
Marcus lunged.
I fired.
The bullet struck his leg.
He collapsed.
Larkin disarmed him.
Security arrived seconds later.
Marcus screamed.
I stood frozen.
The gun slipped from my hand.
Larkin approached slowly.
“Can I touch you?”
That question nearly destroyed me.
I nodded.
He pulled me against him.
I shook.
“I shot him.”
“In the leg.”
“I could have killed him.”
“But you didn't.”
“What if I had?”
Larkin held me tighter.
“Then we'd deal with what happened.”
Not praise.
Not judgment.
Not justification.
Just truth.
I buried my face against his chest.
“I'm tired.”
“I know.”
“I'm so tired of surviving.”
His hand moved carefully over my hair.
“I know.”
I looked up.
“You can't promise nobody will ever hurt me.”
“No.”
“You can't promise I'll always be safe.”
“No.”
“You can't fix what happened to my father.”
“No.”
“Or Daniel.”
“No.”
“Or yourself.”
His expression changed.
“No.”
I touched his face.
“Good.”
“Good?”
“You finally stopped promising impossible things.”
Larkin laughed softly.
Then I kissed him.
Three years of watching.
Three years of restraint.
Three years of pretending I didn't notice the man behind the boss.
His hands stayed at my waist.
He didn't pull me closer until I did.
When we separated, he looked almost stunned.
“You kissed me.”
“Excellent observation.”
“Penelope.”
“What?”
“I have wanted to do that for approximately two years.”
I stared.
“Two years?”
“Yes.”
“You barely spoke to me.”
“You wore gray and glared at everyone.”
“I did not glare.”
“You absolutely glared.”
“Why didn't you say anything?”
“Because I was your boss.”
That answer mattered.
“And the gala?”
“I didn't invite you to humiliate you.”
I froze.
“What?”
“Thomas suggested it because he thought it would be funny.”
“I knew it.”
“I agreed because I needed someone I trusted to watch the financial negotiations.”
“You trusted me?”
“Yes.”
“For how long?”
“About thirty-seven months.”
“I've worked for you thirty-six.”
“I reviewed your application a month before hiring you.”
I stared.
“You investigated me before I worked there?”
“I investigate everyone.”
“Romantic.”
“I didn't say it was.”
I laughed.
Then I remembered the five thousand dollars.
“So I emptied my emergency savings because I thought you wanted to embarrass me?”
“Yes.”
“You owe me five thousand dollars.”
“Done.”
“With interest.”
“Fine.”
“Emotional damages.”
He smiled.
“Now you're extorting a mafia boss.”
“Former mafia boss.”
His smile disappeared.
“Not yet.”
“Then finish it.”
He did.
Over the next year, Larkin dismantled the remaining criminal operations.
Not cleanly.
Not easily.
Several men turned against him.
Federal prosecutors seized properties.
Steves Holdings lost more than half its value.
Larkin testified.
So did Daniel.
Thomas survived and accepted a plea deal after realizing Samuel had considered him disposable.
He admitted participating in money laundering, conspiracy, and the attempted gala attack.
Samuel received multiple life sentences.
Evidence recovered from his accounts proved he ordered both our fathers’ murders.
Arthur Vale and Richard Steves had died trying to expose him.
Daniel received a reduced sentence because of his undercover cooperation.
Eighteen months.
I visited every week.
The first time I saw him behind glass, I cried.
He said:
“Penny, please stop. The guard thinks I'm dying.”
“You deserve worse.”
“Probably.”
“I hate you.”
“I know.”
“I love you.”
“I know.”
That was family.
Complicated.
Imperfect.
Still there.
Larkin resigned.
We did not immediately become a couple.
That surprised everyone.
Especially Thomas, who apparently told his attorney:
“They're both insane.”
Maybe.
But Larkin and I needed time.
He needed to learn who he was without power.
I needed to learn who I was without hiding.
I stopped being Penelope Woods.
Not completely.
Woods had saved me.
She deserved respect.
Legally, I became Penelope Vale-Woods.
I opened a forensic accounting firm specializing in corporate fraud.
The irony amused me.
Larkin became my first client.
I charged him double.
“Why?”
“History.”
“That's not how billing works.”
“It is now.”
He paid.
We went on our first official date six months after he resigned.
A small Italian restaurant in Brooklyn.
No bodyguards at the table.
No black cars outside.
No weapons.
Larkin wore jeans.
I stared.
“What?”
“You own jeans?”
“Apparently.”
“I need photographic evidence.”
“Don't.”
I took a picture.
He sighed.
Dinner lasted three hours.
We talked about ordinary things.
Books.
Travel.
My student loans.
His inability to cook.
His fear of becoming his father.
My fear of disappearing inside another person’s expectations.
At the end, Larkin walked me home.
He stopped outside my building.
“Can I kiss you?”
I smiled.
“You've kissed me before.”
“That wasn't this.”
He was right.
That kiss had happened during survival.
This one was a choice.
“Yes.”
He kissed me slowly.
No danger.
No adrenaline.
No audience.
Just us.
And somehow, that was more frightening than any gunfight.
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Because happiness required something survival never did.
Trust.
