Chapter 19 - THE LETTER CAMILLA WROTE

When Lila was eight, Camilla requested permission to send an apology.
Therapist reviewed it first.
The first draft failed.
I’m sorry that our relationship became painful.
No.
Second:
I’m sorry I asked too much of you.
Still vague.
Third:
I made you polish shoes because I wanted to feel important in your father’s house. I used cruel words about your mother and about people who work in households. I pushed you. You did not cause any of it.
Better.
Then:
You never owed me service.
Yes.
Lila listened.
Then:
“Do I write back?”
“No.”
May you like
She colored a horse.
No reply.